the navigations are above, enjoy.:)

Twilight, thought I love it, has become so overrated. Everyone wants their own Edward cullen, not that I'm saying thats bad or anything but not every guy is cut out to be and edward. He's a fantasy character and somehow we cant change our guys to be like him, that'd be just unbelievably wrong on so many levels. Okay so I havent even finished reading the last two books yet, my stepdad already bought the collection in hardback from the UK and sent it over but sadly *sigh* I have yet to recieve it, DAMN post office. It's really been getting to me that the post office is so damn slow...
Moving on to another blah,
Ahh, yes another random blah, I stole this picture from my friends facebook because I miss them all so dearly, arent they just picture perfect. I've never been one to participate in group photos because I just end up looking completely horrible in them, I prefer solo pictures. from left to right is ;
-Izma, the smiley one.
-Lafus, the adorable one.
-Siti, the pretty one.
-Zann, my bestfriend and the classical one.
-Fatin, the bearable one.
-Izzat, my punching bag and the loveable one.
-Zul, the oh-so-damn-gorgeous one.
-Fifah, the unbelivably sexy one.
-Taquim, the chicken.
-Rudie, my close friend and the funny one.(when he smiles you can hardly see his eyes hahah)
I love you guys so much!

What the heck is the world coming to, I mean I was recently watching a Tv show and there was this gay guy and he was so unbelievably gorgeous, his gay partner was too. Then I realized, why are almost all gay guys hot? is it a gay guy thing, no offence to the straight guys who are sometimes just not that good-looking but what is up with the gay guy air? why are they so freaking hot, thought they are unavailable to us girls, it's just so unfair. people agree with me why dont you.
so I found out something that I did not really want to know at all, something that I think would be best forgotten, locked away in a box. hah sorry it's a huge secret and I'd die literally if I ever revealed it on my blog.
another blah, have alot them today hahahah,
Today I bought my brothers old phone for $70 which isnt bad at all I mean I can text, I can Call and I can go on the internet what more could I ask for in a phone, I can take pictures too, granted not to clear but still. I really dont need a music application because I already have a Mp4 player so I am really happy right now.




Do you dream?
: yes. doesnt everyone who is human.

What is the last dream that you can remember?
: I was hanging out with my crush and not being totally shy about talking to him.

Do you sleep with music playing?
: actually no, I find it better and more easier to sleep when I dont have a voice surrounding me.

Can you sleep in complete silence?
: yes i can. it's a fact. though I prefer slumber parties.

When was the last time you slept alone?
: last night.

Who was the last person you slept (as in sleep in the same bed) with?
: recently with some close friends of mine, few of which were boys, attractive ones at that. shhhhh between you and me, lets keep it that way deal?

Can you fall asleep easily?
: yes, when I'm so very exhausted and wiped out.

Do you prefer to sleep with company or alone?
: ohhhh jeeze I just cant say no to a sleepover, I love them.

How many blankets do you sleep with?
: one pink blanket my grandmother gave me

How many pillows do you use?
: just the one.

What size is your bed?
: I have a super single bed. whatever that means..

Do you take sleeping aides?
: meaning??

Do you sleep at least 8 hours?
: I dont follow the rules, I sleep whenever I feel like it.

Where is your favorite place to sleep besides your bed?
: In the car with the air-con blowing on a road trip out of bandar.

Should you be sleeping instead of doing this?
: its 5 to 10 hell no. Aliright time to twist the strongest muscle you have, YES that's right I'm talking about your TONGUE. ever try saying things that rhyme 10 times faster than you normally would well here are a few, well a lot of twisters which you can use to twist your tongue.

A good cook could cook as much cookies as a good cook who could cook cookies

I saw a saw that could out saw any other saw I ever saw.

Black bug bit a big black bear. But where is the big black bear that the big black bug bit?
A big bug bit the little beetle but the little beetle bit the big bug back.

If you understand, say "understand".
If you don't understand, say "don't understand".
But if you understand and say "don't understand".
How do I understand that you understand? Understand!

I thought, I thought of thinking of thanking you.

RED BULB BLUE BULB RED BULB BLUE BULB

"RED BLOOD BLUE BLOOD"

I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.

If a sledering snail went down a slippery slide would a snail sleder or slide down the slide

bubble bobble, bubble bobble, bubble bobble

These thousand tricky tongue twisters trip thrillingly off the tongue .

Sounding by sound is a sound method of sounding sounds.

You curse, I curse, we all curse, for asparagus!

Kacha papaya pacca papaya Kacha papaya pacca papaya Kacha papaya pacca papaya.

Sanjeev's sixth sheep is sick

Double bubble gum, bubbles double.

A sailor went to sea To see, what he could see. And all he could see Was sea, sea, sea.

A box of mixed biscuits, a mixed biscuit box.

Upper roller lower roller Upper roller lower roller.

Purple Paper People, Purple Paper People, Purple Paper People

If two witches were watching two watches, which witch would watch which watch?

Sixth Sick Sheikh's Sixth Sick Sheep

Which watch did which witch wear and which witch wore which watch?

Six slippery snails, slid slowly seaward.

I thought a thought.
But the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought I thought.
If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought I thought, I wouldn't have thought so much.

Once a fellow met a fellow In a field of beans. Said a fellow to a fellow, "If a fellow asks a fellow, Can a fellow tell a fellow What a fellow means?"

How much wood could a wood chuck; chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood

I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream!

Paresh P Patel plans to peel potatoes in Pune

An Ape hates grape cakes.

She sells sea shells on the sea shore she sells sea shells no more

I slit a sheet, a sheet I slit. And on a slitted sheet I sit. I slit a sheet, a sheet I slit. The sheet I slit, that sheet was it.

Any noise annoys an oyster but a noisy noise annoys an oyster more.

A skunk sat on a stump. The stump thought the skunk stunk. the skunk thought the stump stunk . What stunk the skunk or the stump?

The owner of the inside inn was inside his inside inn with his inside outside his inside inn.

If one doctor doctors another doctor does the doctor who doctors the doctor doctor the doctor the way the doctor he is doctoring doctors? Or does the doctor doctor the way the doctor who doctors doctors?

baboon bamboo, baboon bamboo, baboon bamboo, baboon bamboo, baboon bamboo, baboon bamboo......

My Bhaiya buys black Bananas by the bunch.

The thirty-three thieves thought that they thrilled the throne throughout Thursday.

Daddy draws doors.Daddy draws doors.Daddy draws doors.

Do tongue twisters twist your tongue?

Friendly Fleas and Fire Flies

If you notice this notice, you will notice that this notice is not worth noticing.

Fuzzy Wuzzy was a bear, Fuzzy Wuzzy had no hair, FuzzyWuzzy wasn't very fuzzy... was he???

How many cans can a canner can, if a canner can can cans?
A canner can can as many cans as a canner can, if a canner can can cans.

How much wood could a wood chopper chop, if a wood chopper could chop wood?

If a black bug bleeds black blood, what color blood does a blue bug bleed?

If Freaky Fred Found Fifty Feet of Fruit and Fed Forty Feet to his Friend Frank how many Feet of Fruit did Freaky Fred Find?

Penny's pretty pink piggy bank

"When a doctor falls ill another doctor doctor's the doctor. Does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctor the doctor in his own way or does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctors the doctor in the doctor's way"

A tutor who tooted the flute, tried to tutor two tooters to toot. Said the two to the tutor, 'Is it harder to toot or to tutor two tooters to toot?'

One smart fellow, he felt smart. Two smart fellows, they felt smart. Three smart fellows, they all felt smart.

Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
if Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
wheres the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?

Black bug's blood.

Crisp crusts crackle and crunch.

It's not the cough that carries you off, it's the coffin they carry you off in!

Tie a knot, tie a knot.
Tie a tight, tight knot.
Tie a knot in the shape of a nought.

Freshly-fried fat flying fish

Rubber baby-buggy bumpers.

Jolly juggling jesters jauntily juggled jingling jacks.

Kindly kittens knitting mittens keep kazooing in the king's kitchen.

Billy Button bought a buttered biscuit,
did Billy Button buy a buttered biscuit?
If Billy Button bought a buttered biscuit,
Where's the buttered biscuit Billy Button bought ??

The sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick.

A skunk sat on a stump and thunk the stump stunk,
but the stump thunk the skunk stunk.

Mr. See owned a saw.
And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw.
Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw
Before Soar saw See,
Which made Soar sore.
Had Soar seen See's saw
Before See sawed Soar's seesaw,
See's saw would not have sawed
Soar's seesaw.
So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.
But it was sad to see Soar so sore
Just because See's saw sawed
Soar's seesaw!

I cannot bear to see a bear
Bear down upon a hare.
When bare of hair he strips the hare,
Right there I cry, "Forbear!"

A tree toad loved a she-toad
Who lived up in a tree.
He was a two-toed tree toad
But a three-toed toad was she.
The two-toed tree toad tried to win
The three-toed she-toad's heart,
For the two-toed tree toad loved the ground
That the three-toed tree toad trod.
But the two-toed tree toad tried in vain.

He couldn't please her whim.
From her tree toad bower
With her three-toed power
The she-toad vetoed him.

Silly Sally swiftly shooed seven silly sheep.
The seven silly sheep Silly Sally shooed
shilly-shallied south.
These sheep shouldn't sleep in a shack;
sheep should sleep in a shed.

You've no need to light a night-light
On a light night like tonight,
For a night-light's light's a slight light,
And tonight's a night that's light.
When a night's light, like tonight's light,
It is really not quite right
To light night-lights with their slight lights
On a light night like tonight.

Of all the felt I ever felt,
I never felt a piece of felt
which felt as fine as that felt felt,
when first I felt that felt hat's felt.

I thought a thought.
But the thought I thought wasn't the thought
I thought I thought.
Swan swam over the sea,
Swim, swan, swim!
Swan swam back again

Well swum, swan!

Repeat this fastly a few times: Babble, bobble, bubbles

Well, here's the tongue twister i think is the best and the hardest and make sure you say it fast, clear and also make sure you keep on repeating it again and again!

Betty Boughter bought some butterBut she said the butter's bitterIf I put it in my batterIt will make my batter bitterBut a bit of better butter will make it better than the bitter butterSo she bought a bit of better butterAnd put it in her batterAnd her batter was not bitter

So t'was Betty Boughter bought a bit if better butter and put it in herbatter and her batter was not bitter.

Starting time: 3:04pm
Name: Natasha also refered to as dangerous though I have no idea why, it's a friend-elected thing to go with the song.
Sisters: 0 as in none
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 8/7
Height: take a guess and we'll see.

Where do you live: Brunei Darussalam.
Favourite drinks: juice and fizzy drinks, smoothies are much appreciated too.
Favourite breakfast: why exactly is this question even here.

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: loads of times, in fact I nearly got stung by a jelly-fish-blobbly-thingy
Fallen asleep at school: One of my many talents.
Broken someone's heart: doubtful, I'm sweet like that,

Fell off your chair: Again, one of my many talents.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: I'm glad to say I'm not that desperate if you wanna call, CAll.
Saved e-mails: The one's I like but I delete most of them because mainly they're JUNK

What is your room like: Clean and boy-friendly. not that a boy has ever been in my room of course.
What's right beside you: digital camera
What is the last thing you ate: ice cream and snicker bar, the ice crean literally froze my snickers to a rocky-hard substance

Ever had chicken pox: been there, scratched that, literally.
Sore throat: hasnt everyone who is human of course
Stitches: Eek, no!
Broken nose: No, thats nuts!

Do you believe in love at first sight: I believe in lust at first sight.
Like picnics: without ants and creepy crawlies. SURREEE
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: danced?
Last made you smile: nessa and brandon.
You last yelled at: paul for being such a bloody freak

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: yes
Kissed anyone: personal.
Get sick: Unfortunately
Talk to an ex: Yes
Miss someone: Yes
Eat: Course!

Best feeling in the world: the feeling I get when I'm baking
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: A very stuffed pillow
What's under your bed: Floor, in fact nice shiny hard wooden floor.
Who do you really hate: Why so personal!
What time is it now?: 3.12pm

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Yes!
Do you smile often: relatively often
Do you like your hand-writing: it's the envy of all my friends
Are your toe nails painted: yeah, what type of a girl would I be with un-painted toenails.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Whoevers. HIM.
What color shirt are you wearing now: dark blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: out shopping.
I can't wait till: life teen and famine
When did you cry last: A few hours ago

Are you a friendly person: Yes
Do you have any pets: dogs named after food ;milo and nuggets
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: somewhere in malaysia
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Yes
Do you sleep with the TV on?: sometimes.
What are you doing right now?: This
Have you ever crawled through a window?: Not that I can recall...
Can you handle the truth?: it might hurt but yes.
Are you too forgiving?: totally!
Are you closer to your mother or father?: I have my days
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: cant recall.
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Just the handful
Do you eat healthy?: At times
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nope because i dont have and ex
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes, hasnt everyone.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: my bestfriends house
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Too loud for my own good some might say
Are you confident?: Majority of the times, yes

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. MAke a frozen peach cheesecake
2. make a peach smoothie
3. watch kyleXY
4. feed my doggies
5. copy recipies

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Kinder Bueno (L)
2. pringles
3. anything I bake
4. chocolate
5. sweets


5 of my bad habits:
1. The wiggies
2. The procrastinating
3. The side-tracking
4. The pushing-of-luck
5. The far-fetched thinking Lately, all I've been doing is thinking and to me that is really not a good thing, heres a memory of what happened sunday the 18th of january I had to time to do an earlier post so heres what I remember of that day. well I arrived at church with my two brothers and went in to sign the attendance sheet. saw the band members near the band area and went the since I'm a post-con now which means I no longer have to attend classes like everyone else. Brandon was the first to greet me with a wave. I put my bag down and sat down on the brown steps leading up to the stage platform the next to greet me was james who sail my name like "natashaaaaaa" then said "long name *laugh*"
wierd right, next ate jen told us all to go joing the rest of th people who were sitting on the floor, we did and I was eventually sitting next to jae em who was nice enough to offer me a mint which I sincerely declines, I'm not a big fan of mints to be honest..then I saw vanessa my bestfriend which was strange because i thought her dad wouldnt let her attend post-con.
I noticed her walking in because she and brandon kept sticking their tongues out at each other, kinda childish but hey who says we have to grow up too fast.
we had post com class while the rest went to their classes. we were assigned to a group each because we were going to have a game, nessa ans I were assigned to pre-con2 which was surprisingly a big group, the biggest actually.we had a tea break then we had a game which was to be honest really lamee. after the game and everything we said a closing prayer then almost everyone dispersed to go home. nessa went to hang out with kevin and lucas, the band members went to go play a few songs and Me? I was left to be poked to death by the evil girl viel haha i'm kidding. chasing each other around the hall was a lot of fun. James kept looking at us like we were crazy hahahah maybe we are haha. anyways it was soon that the band had to pack up and while they were doing that allister kept trying to touch manuel who kept runnibg away from him like he had a diesease , I ran too because he sweats alot and its really gross.
all the youths sat together at mass, there were no more seats upstairs so we had to sit downstairs at the black chair area. when we were offering peace james squeezed my hand which hurt . damn you james.
hahahah after mass I hung out with manuel, james ,jae em, and the rest. I saw bernie from sgs haha he poked me really hard which was unfair. hahaha then of course allister kept trying to hug me and manuel which was gross.
then jana went home and james stayed back. but i told him to get lost hahaha so then we had to go, next to our car war neil, chris and mel. kathleen was there too, so we hung out for a while neil stepped on my toe.. OWW hahahah after hanging out for a while we went home.
My latest obsession recently has been making necklaces, I've mad about 20 now with my own two hands. reason why I'm making them or made the is because my wardrobe is really full of different coloured clothes and well, i dont really have alot of necklaces that match those colours sure there are the ones my stepdad bought for me in singapore in 2007 when we were there but too many people have seen me wearing them too many times. so it's time for a change I thought to myself as I stared blankly into my closet (which was retarded btw but I had nothing else to occupie my mind at the time).
CHANGE is always good especially for the new year.. mum has a bet with me that I cant keep my room clean for more than a couple of days well, I proved her wrong, its been almost a month since i cleaned my room right before the new year and well, my room is actually boy-friendly hahha. No boy would actually be allowed in my room of course because i have alot of secrets and well, I just dont want to share them with you hahaha GET IT BOYS hahahaha anyways besides all this another obsession of mine is the twilight books,some would say its over-rated but HELLO? twilight is the new harry potter, or something like that. to be honest every teenage girl and I mean EVERY teenage girl wants an "edward cullen" in their life...everyone wants to be bella swan who was swept off her feet by edeard well, to be completely honest with you edward cullen isnt even that hot. my attention actually goes to jasper and emmet even carlisle for that matter because they are wayyy hotter than edward..emmett is my absolute fave because hes so butch haha. jacob black isnt all bad either. let's just say I actually believe vampires and werewolves exist now thanks to twilight which has made them appear to be HOT.


BRING IT THE HELL ON BITCH.
NOBODY ACTUALLY CARES WETHER YOU EXIST OR NOT.
GET A LIFE AND GROW UP,
STOP MESSING WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.
GO TO HELL!

Greed

Sinopsis

What it is: Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

Why you do it: You live in possibly the most pampered, consumerist society since the Roman Empire.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be boiled alive in oil. Bear in mind that it's the finest, most luxurious boiling oil that money can buy, but it's still boiling.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Greed is linked with the frog and the color yellow.

Gluttony

Sinopsis

What it is: Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Why you do it: Because you were weaned improperly as an infant.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be force-fed rats, toads, and snakes.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Gluttony is linked with the pig and the color pink.

Pride

Sinopsis

What it is: Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

Why you do it: Well-meaning elementary school teachers told you to "believe in yourself."

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be broken on the wheel.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Pride is linked with the horse and the color violet

Sloth

Sinopsis

What it is: Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

Why you do it: You're shiftless, lazy, and good fer nuthin'.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be thrown into snake pits.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Sloth is linked with the goat and the color light blue.

Lust

Sinopsis

What it is: Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Why you do it: Oh, please.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be smothered in fire and brimstone. Not kisses.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Lust is linked with the cow and the color pinkish-red.

Envy

Sinopsis

What it is: Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Why you do it: Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be put in freezing water.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.

Anger

Sinopsis

What it is: Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Why you do it: You're wired for it. Also, the people around you are pretty damn irritating.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be dismembered alive.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Anger is linked with the bear and the color red.

Based on your birthday ...

You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Although you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities. Your Love, You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.

Your greatest STRENGTHS ...

While outwardly witty and humorous, in reality they are rather serious, discreet and discerning.

Your greatest WEAKNESS ...

You make misjudgments and are sometimes proud and haughty.

Jobs you should pursue ...

Self-employed

Happy Birthday Samantha!
okay so samantha's birthday was held on sunday the 4th of january at er house. samantha happens to be the baby sister of my bestfriend vanessa, so she invited me. There were alot of tiny people at the party naturally because sam is so small too. The only teenagers there we're me, vanessa, janice, olivia, dalbert and ervin. I was not informed about ervin coming to the party because he and I have a history. I think he was invited because he was janice's tuition classmate. anyways as soon as I arrived to banessa's house I was surrounded by alot of unfamiliar faces that is until the front door opened and ther was vanessa who asked me to come in. I met janice for the first time in person which was great. we then proceeded Upstais to vanessa's room where the girls and I began to bitch about anne and the way she acts which is so childish and inappropriate. It was only after a few more insults that we proceeded downstairs to eat, I didnt eat straight away because I had breakfast. So after a while vanessa was on the phone with ervin who apparently couldn't find her house it took her at least 15 minutes of repeating the directions over the phone until he finally got it. He was brought by his driver, wow Rich much. As soon as he came out of his car it was like seeing mount everest in a person, he grew at least a whole foot and a half. he was so tall that I actually accused him of eating fertilizer hahah. It was so great to see him again I mean afer a really long time. after resting a few more minutes, dalbert started throwing water balloons at us so we kept throwing them back, I threw one that actually hit dalbert in the stomach and he said that I threw better than evrin who he then proceeded to call a sissy. hahahah. we all then went on the bounces wet slide thing-y and were surrounded by kids, ervin and I did not go in at first of course i went in before he did mainly because I wanted to pull him in. which I was successful at doing, he may be tall but tall people fall easily when pulled of course. I dont remember much of this day except that I got hit in the face with a water balloon by dalbert, I pushed ervin the bouncer without much struggle, I got a huge sunburn and I met some hilarious people. take dalbert for example he's only 14 and yet he does know how to cuss and swear brutally about anne which is totally hilarious. kevin only arrived at like about 2-something. we all actually planned to push him in to the bouncer pool but it was a bummer when he jumped in himself. It's a funny thing that erving only knew me, vanessa and janice, all girls I might add. Dalbert, kevin and ervin kept arguing over who is who's love kinda like erving is with dalbert and kevin is in love with dalbert sorta thing. They really kept us girls in stitches, we could not stop laughing. Dalbert even revealed to me that edward is bisexual, uhhhhhhh dalbert you sure you should even know hwwhat the meaning of that even is? vanessa's mum also had some games lined up for the kids like there was the first game, in which vanessa's mum hid money in red packets all around the garden. the kids has alot of fun because there was $2 in each packet. another game was the pinata game in which one person takes a hit at it, blindfolded. the one who cracked it open was dalbert I was the only teenager who didnt want to play, naturally ervin and dalbert kept calling out my nam. I just hid behind a pole until someone else's name was called. I was also the one all the kids came to, to ask for a water balloon because when I wasnt on the slide I was off it filling up water balloons. I got to know alot of cute kids too mostly boys because some of the girls were kinda bratty and annoying hahaha like me when I was that age, ahhh memories. it was so fun that time went by incredibly fast the first one to leave was dalbert of course because he and his family had to drive all the way back to KB, the next to leave was janice, then olivia so then there were 4; me, vanessa, ervin and kevin. the only teenagers left at the party we kept playing on the slide until all the kids went in to change and go home. we were eventually the only four left on the slide. we played a few more rounds until we decised to go back in. hahah oh did I mention that vanessa's mum went on the slide too, her dad didnt of course because he wanted to stay dry and take pictures.
Vanessa and I took a shower upstairs while everyone else had to take a shower in the dinky little shower near the kitchen. hahahahha I feel so special well naturally because I'm van's bff lol. All in all samantha's birthday was a blast!
"Am I losing my mind, you're everywhere and I dont know why. It's something I cant deny, on and on like a song in my head and I cant do a thing about it. I keep hearing your name, it's in the sun and it's in the rain, I just heard it again, dont know how it got into my head, but I dont wanna be without it."

"You use to call me your angel, said I was sent down straight from heaven"

"Here I am A little nervous, thinking where do I begin, can't seem to find the word's today."

"Lost and broken, Hopeless and lonely. Smiling n the outside, hurt beneath my skin."

"Colours changing all I have with me is an empty space."

"when everything's wrong I just pick the phone up, the sound of your voice, well it fill's my eyes with tears of joy. because I know you'll be there when I'm hanging by a thread. you're my heaven sent."

"When People you dont even know hate you, that's when you know you're the best."

"I could fill a thousand page book about all the little things I love about him."
I do not blog like most others do about their day to day life happening events and what-have-you's. Instead I blog about teenage love lives with an occasional blog about how my day went but that only happens on special occasions where there was a special event the time before or even the day before i post the blog. Blogging about my day to day life would actually be pretty boring if you look at it from my prospective so instead i chose to write and blog about love advice and among other things relationships. I really do enjoy writhing poems and other romantic verses. It may seem as a shock to all you other bloggers but hey that's just me. Im unique and Iloveit.
To all my blog readers and friends over the next few days I will be collecting email addresses from you so please leave youe email in my cbox along with your name. my blog will become private soon so if you still want to read it please do as I have instructed.
My blog name will also ne changed to something different so to my readers i will give you the address at a later date when I have actually changed it.
thank you, that will be all for now. natasha.
Shitty, yes that's the word that I'd use to describe the people who hate me.
Pathetic is the word used for all the reasons they do.
A complete waste of space is technically what they are.
Retarded is the word used for the way they try to bring me down.
Idiotic is the word used for all the bullshit they talk about me.
Backstabbers are those two-faced bitches who you believed were your friends but then turned out to be completely shady and annoyingly pathetic.
Backtalkers are people like anne who gossip about you behind your back and make up completely fake rumours when your not looking.
some people like to show their true feelings while others just try to hide them away like cowards.
who apparently dies and made them the judge of everything that is right and wrong in this world we are living in.
I am who I am and dammit your approval is not needed. It is better to be hated for who you truly are than to be loved for who you are not that's just being fake and plastic.
This is a free world where freedom of speech is allowed. People can say and do whatever they want. Peacemakers and middlemen are not appreciated on my blog so back off!
So here I am Again, Lying down on my bed, craving strawberry and peach youghurt. Damn my stomach keeps gurgling. my mind focusing on nothing but my crush. the scent of freshly washed laundry fills the air in my bedroom.
okay so back to my crush, this is really recent, I mean it happened very recently. He's a really, really good friend of mine, he makes me laugh most of the time and impresses me with his magic tricks. Since my blog is for public reading, my cruses name will remain confidential and only those of whom know me will know who he is.
Here's something I wrote for him, this is dedicated to Mr.-A-

'I like the way you make me smile, and the way your eyes sparkle in the sunlight.
I absolutely love the way your hair falls down your face, it's so cute.
I like the way you look at me, it's like being the centre of your attention.
the mention of your name makes me weak in the knees.
the mere thought of you sends chills down my spine.
It's like I'm a different person when I'm Around you.
when will you finally see the way I feel about you?
Your gorgeous coffee brown eyes and handsomely thick cotton candy colored lips are so perfect, sp serene, so kissable.
I want to kiss your cheek.
I want to hold your hand.
I want to run my fingerd through your hair and ruffle it.
I want to be around you every second of every minute, every minute of every hour and every hour of every day. surely it's not impossible.
I want you to care for me the way I care for you.
I look into your eyes and I feel this sudden burst of warmth deep inside my heart.
I like the fact that you adore my rosy red cheeks. I like the way you let me lean on your shoulder.
I like the way you comfort me when I'm feeling dowm. I hate the way I miss you when you are not around.
I hat seeing you with other girls because it makes me insanely jealous.
my darling you are perfect no matter what.'



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it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
:(
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - Im Not Gonna Replace You, Trust Me! says:
Why?
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - Im Not Gonna Replace You, Trust Me! says:
cheer up~
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - Im Not Gonna Replace You, Trust Me! says:
:)
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
:(
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
:(
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
no
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - Im Not Gonna Replace You, Trust Me! says:
Pls...
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - Im Not Gonna Replace You, Trust Me! says:
Just for me...
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - Im Not Gonna Replace You, Trust Me! says:
Pls
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
no
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - Im Not Gonna Replace You, Trust Me! says:
*puppy eye*
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
*sigh*
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
nuuuhuu
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
NOO no pupy eye!
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
*PUPPY EYE!*
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
wuuff~
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
no
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is in love with emmett cullen!] [I have an army of friends who have my back bitch who do you have?] says:
im sad leave me to be sad
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Sory i cant leave a girl to be sad
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
unless i hate her! Like AMALINA BITCH ASS HOLE!
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
HAHAHA
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
why are you swearing about a girl???
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
nope me sad verrrry verrry much
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
I dunno
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
y?
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Y???
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Oh come on
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
cheer
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
ok smile
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
smileeee~~
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:

««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:

««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
1
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
...
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
2
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
...
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
.
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
2 1\2
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
....
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
nope
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:

««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
2 1/4
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
...
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
3~
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
21/2 is bigger than 21/4
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
smileeee~~
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
hahhahaha
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
wtf
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
smileeee~~??? nopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
dont wanna you cant make me
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
oppp my bad! Hahaha see ur laughing! Yahoo!
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
I cant!
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
nopee you cant
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Caryle use to smile n laugh when i do dat count
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
im not smiling its an internet 'hahaha'
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Esp when shes in a bad mood
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
well she's your babygirl so yeah of course she would
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
theres a difference
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Hahaha no way! Theres no such things like internet
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Smile!
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
NO
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
SMILE!
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
NO
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Smile
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
dont be shy
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
im not shy im just sad and i dont want to smile
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:

««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Urgh!
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
besides how do you even know if im smiling or not
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:

««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
dont make me come there n tickel u!
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Oppps...I dunno
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
still dont want to smile
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Urgh..
««?Azreen Love Caryle?»» - weird, mcm spy! Spy kali haha i know its a spy, sory u cant fool me!!! says:
Brb im going somewhere for a while
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
okay
it's`natasha.bitches` ';.[is hating her life right now][I cant believe this is happening to me} {SHITT!] says:
:( Life can be so unfair at times a million things can go wrong and at the same time right. somethimes its the little things that mean the most and somethimes its the big things. but in the end only a handfull of us get our perfect cinderella story with a happily ever after. It can be so annoying at times to deal with the problems we face in everyday life, nobody ever said it was easy but hey we all have our inner demons to deal with. suicide is not i repeat NOT an option. Life is a battle and we have to sometimes struggle to keep living it, but what happens when you dont live your life to its fullest what happens then? do we just give up? or do we pull out our swords and fight for whats good in our lives. good always beats evil I mean you see it all the time in the movies, villans get what they deserve, bad guys get thrown in jail. and the good people who win celebrate. so pick a side, is it better to give up or fight to keep whats good and pure in your life, I guess that answers up to you. dont be in a hurry to answer it becaus today is a new beginning of and end. take this year and do whats right, make a change and battle to keep the good things in life. some of us will get out alive I can promise you that.

-Natasha is th name, remember it because you'll be screaming it later.
-I'm a recently escaped fugative from a mental hospital situated in the middle of my nightmares.
-I'm retarded, yes it's true darling.
-I love him like he loves her.
-I have a mental disfunction which leads me to be random 99.9% of the time.
-I am not to make sense to you, unless you make sense to me.
-Dancing, headbanging, screaming and being crazy is what I do baby.
-I consider myself to be extraordinary.
-Originality is what I aim for.
-I have alot of secrets and very few tendencies to share them.
-I smash up chocolate and sniff it to get high.
- If I were to be a crayon, I'd be white. so I'd never be used or broken.
- I'm 100% girly, 0% boy-ish.
-I'm a makeup WHORE.
-I hate fake people, stuff, personalities. heck I hate fake everthing.
-pink! pink! pink!
-I make people laugh to get attention.
-skinny jeans on guys are the ultimate turn-ons.
-when bored, I throw skittles at hobo's and they eat it.
-I hate it when people take my picture without me knowing. eff off okay.
- I LOVE MY RETARD FAMILY.
-Russell Alvin is my teddybear. ;D
- SERIA is the sexiest district in brunei.
-Music is my boyfriend, so yeah I'm taken. sorry.
-I come with a warning that states being around me may cause you to rip your hair out, that is if you even have any.
-I scream like a bitch from a horror movie.
-Stalkers make me sick.
-Backtalkers make me famous.
-I sing in the shower.
-Clowns shoul all go jump off a cliff.
-I have an obsession with baking.
-Writing&blogging make the boring days go by faster.
-I may or may not like you, it depends.
- I love my cupcake rudie.
- If you can make me laugh then you're cool and I love you.
-A simple hug can make my day.
-I'm lost without my mobile phone.
-I heart hoodies.
-Peaches are my favourite fruit.
-My face turns red when I laugh.
-In the morining my hair looks like I've just been electrocuted.
-Emo hair is Fucking sexy.
-Unknown bands rock my world.
-I don't trust easily.
-Knowing me is the best thing to ever happen to you.
-Converse is the bomb.
-I dont bite hard.
-Keep talking about me because you're making me famous.
-Hate me if you want, love me if you can.
-Hurt anyoune who means something to me and I'll go nigger on your ass.
-Don't expect me to be the first to say sorry in an arguement.
-I have fats, poke me and I'll slap you.
-I eat crayons just for fun, trying to taste the rainbow here.
-I'm a wishful thinked with the worst intentions.
-I hope for the best but prepare for the worst.
-AND I want to do more than just exist<3
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