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lol hahahaha guess what theres a local celebrity in brunei lol im just kidding but guess what in chior on sunday at church i heard christian singing which to me is quite unusual its so different :) lol this is just a random blog telling random people what i heard lol not to mention i also heared ate bianca's stomach growl hahah she said she was HUNGRY .........ahummmm....... hahahaha anyways if i hear any other wierd noises i will post them back on lol by the way your spanish rocks kuya christian lol hahahahahahahaha.... THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
- nats
- nat
- natasha
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THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR
LIFE:
- 30th july
- 30th june (bestie rudies bday)
- 14th febuary (valentines day)
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THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 3
MINUTES:
-logged on to the computer
-made funb of farhman
-talked shit
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THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
- get good results. in PMB
- get my love of my life back or get a new one
- eat sweet thangs
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THREE FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW
- love me for me
- always be my baby
- bubbly
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THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU FIND IN A
GUY/GIRL:
- the hair
- the face features..
- the body..
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THREE PEOPLE YOU MISS RIGHT NOW
- HIMMMMM
- rudie
- zully lol joke lang
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THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
- chocolates
- new lappie(laptop)
- new mobile
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THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
- dancing.
- singing.
- scrapbooking.
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THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR
VACATION:
- england
- Paris.
- California.
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THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
- x____x The Mall, Gadong.
- Q-lap Mall..
- (where else?)
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THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
- vodka/ jack daniels
- mango/ watermelon/ honey dew milkshake!
- pokka?
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THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
- books.
- pencil case.
- scrapbook
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THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
- all the colours of the rainbow
- purpieeee
- /pink/white/ idk?
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TOP THREE U LOVED SO MUCH:
-HIM (name is confidential)
-form 5-ers and 4-ers (to name a few)
- My Best Friends.
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TOP THREE WHO DO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER
THIS SURVEY:
- my friends in friendster.
- ..........
- ..........
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TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
- him-me myself and i
-my besties and boy-fies Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night Yesterday’s a memory,
Another page of history,
You sell yourself on hopes and dreams
That leaves you feeling sideways.
Tripping over my own feet,
Trying to walk to my own beat,
Another car out on the street trying to find the Highway
Yeah, Are you going my way?

This is the story of my life
And I write it everyday.
I know it isn’t black and white
And it’s anything but grey.
I know that no I’m not alright, but I feel ok cos
Anything can, everything can happen
That’s the story of my life

I gonna write the melody
That’s gonna make history,
And when I paint my masterpiece I swear I’ll show you first.
There just ain’t a way to see who and why or what will be
Till now is then
It’s a mystery, it’s a blessing and a curse
Or something worse.

This is the story of my life
And I write it everyday.
I know it isn’t black and white
And it’s anything but grey.
I know that no I’m not alright, but I feel ok cos
Anything can, everything can
I been thinking and maybe
You can help me write the story of my life You're not here
or anywhere near.
I feel so numb,
looking like I'm dumb.
Every time I hear a sound
I stop and turn around
to find your not there.
You must not give a care.
I drop down to the floor,
decide I need to cry some more.
If only you were by my side.
I wouldn't feel like I died.
I admit that you won
I'm gonna get out your gun
to point it to my head.
So I can really be dead. Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin'
right

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

I wanna be somebody else, yeah

LA told me, "You'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me I hate the way you laugh
I hate the way you smell
I hate the way you talk
I hate you all the way

I hate that your not here
I hate that your not there
I hate that you dont care
I hate that its not fair

I hate your aftershave
I hate your beautiful face
I hate your sweet embrace
I hate your even taste

I hate the way you left me
I hate the way you used me
I hate the way you loved me
I hate the way you touched me

But most of all I hate,
That I dont hate you at all Can we forget about the things I said
When I was drunk
I didn't mean to call you that
I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me
Please tell me, please tell me Why
My car is in the front yard,
And I'm Sleeping with my clothes on
Came in through the window last night
And your gone
Gone
It's no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy
'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me
The smoke alarm is going off,
And there's a cigarette Still burning,
Please tell me why my car is in the front yard
And I'm sleeping with my clothes on
Came in through the window last night and your gone
Gone please tell me why my car is in the front yard
And I'm sleeping with my clothes on
I came in through the window last night
It's no suprise to me
I am my own worst enemy
'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me
Can we forget about the things I said
When I was drunk
I didn't mean to call you that Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow last through this night
I'll take this piece of You
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me

And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars

Joy will come I'm comin' up so you better get this party started
I'm comin' up so you better get this party started

Get this party started on a Saturday night
Everybody's waiting for me to arrive
Sendin' out the message to all of my friends
We'll be looking flashy in my Mercedes Benz
I got lot of style, check my gold diamond rings
I can go for miles if you know what I mean
I'm comin' up so you better get this party started
I'm comin' up so you better get this party started

Pumping up the volume, breaking down to the beat
Cruisin' through the west side
We'll be checkin' the scene
Boulevard is freakin' as I'm comin' up fast
I'll be burnin' rubber, you'll be kissin' my ass
Pull up to the bumper, get out of the car
License plate says Stunner #1 Superstar

I'm comin' up so you better get this party started
I'm comin' up so you better get this party started
Get this party started

Making my connection as I enter the room
Everybody's chilling as I set up the groove
Pumpin' up the volume with this brand new beat
Everybody's dancing and they're dancing for me
I'm your operator, you can call anytime
I'll be your connection to the party line My secret is inside my closet
do you wanna see?
do you wanna play?
let me explain my game to you,
I will be the master
you will be the slave!



Now stop!
Don't Talk !
Sit down!
do as I say!
I will be the one
who will dominate this love
..now!
get down on your knees
No man can tame me!


Now stop!
(right now)
Don't Talk
Sit down
do as I say
I will be the one
who will dominate this love
now! get down on your knees
No man can tame me!
I will b the one
who will dominate this love
now! get down on your knees
No man can tame me!


let me show you my words can burn
honey can't you see,
ain't no little princess!
all you gotta do is release your fear
let your real self
come into the light

baby
tell me you need it
tell me you want it
get down on your knees I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease

And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)

I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed
While you put me to the test
I like the white stains on your dress

And I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self-respect
While you passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
(Why not before, you never tried)
(Gone for good, and this is it)

I like your pants around your feet We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning I
Never felt so alive
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore

I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore

We had time on our side
In the beginning we
We had nothing to hide
In the beginning you
You blame me but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore

I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore

You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try

I swear I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore
I just don't care about you anymore D0 IT! (:
WHAT IF:
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. You found out you were my crush:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I refused to leave my home:
8. I got into a fight while you were there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:

WOULD YOU:
13. Help me hide a body?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
18. Try to solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

HAVE YOU EVER:
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

AND MORE:
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in three words?
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you? why do i feel this way about you, nothings more hurtful than knowing you already have the girl of your dreams. it hurts too much to even think about it. werer friends but not even close ones why cant i get over you it is just making my head spin........ i wish i'd never met you ok i just want the images of you and me to get out of my brain i am killing myself slowly and innocently i hate this feeling and i hate this life without you....

-Natasha is th name, remember it because you'll be screaming it later.
-I'm a recently escaped fugative from a mental hospital situated in the middle of my nightmares.
-I'm retarded, yes it's true darling.
-I love him like he loves her.
-I have a mental disfunction which leads me to be random 99.9% of the time.
-I am not to make sense to you, unless you make sense to me.
-Dancing, headbanging, screaming and being crazy is what I do baby.
-I consider myself to be extraordinary.
-Originality is what I aim for.
-I have alot of secrets and very few tendencies to share them.
-I smash up chocolate and sniff it to get high.
- If I were to be a crayon, I'd be white. so I'd never be used or broken.
- I'm 100% girly, 0% boy-ish.
-I'm a makeup WHORE.
-I hate fake people, stuff, personalities. heck I hate fake everthing.
-pink! pink! pink!
-I make people laugh to get attention.
-skinny jeans on guys are the ultimate turn-ons.
-when bored, I throw skittles at hobo's and they eat it.
-I hate it when people take my picture without me knowing. eff off okay.
- I LOVE MY RETARD FAMILY.
-Russell Alvin is my teddybear. ;D
- SERIA is the sexiest district in brunei.
-Music is my boyfriend, so yeah I'm taken. sorry.
-I come with a warning that states being around me may cause you to rip your hair out, that is if you even have any.
-I scream like a bitch from a horror movie.
-Stalkers make me sick.
-Backtalkers make me famous.
-I sing in the shower.
-Clowns shoul all go jump off a cliff.
-I have an obsession with baking.
-Writing&blogging make the boring days go by faster.
-I may or may not like you, it depends.
- I love my cupcake rudie.
- If you can make me laugh then you're cool and I love you.
-A simple hug can make my day.
-I'm lost without my mobile phone.
-I heart hoodies.
-Peaches are my favourite fruit.
-My face turns red when I laugh.
-In the morining my hair looks like I've just been electrocuted.
-Emo hair is Fucking sexy.
-Unknown bands rock my world.
-I don't trust easily.
-Knowing me is the best thing to ever happen to you.
-Converse is the bomb.
-I dont bite hard.
-Keep talking about me because you're making me famous.
-Hate me if you want, love me if you can.
-Hurt anyoune who means something to me and I'll go nigger on your ass.
-Don't expect me to be the first to say sorry in an arguement.
-I have fats, poke me and I'll slap you.
-I eat crayons just for fun, trying to taste the rainbow here.
-I'm a wishful thinked with the worst intentions.
-I hope for the best but prepare for the worst.
-AND I want to do more than just exist<3
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